Thursday, March 1, 2007

Girlishly Vent

wondering if he is going to decide to meet up with her. Driving me a little insane waiting to hear. Actually, that's not true. For the most part I don't even remember, but then when I DO remember I get all worried and anxious like why? Why?! In all honesty though I think I am slowly getting better with the whole trust thing. This corny book might actually be helping - well, that coupled with the fact that I am also very slowly feeling a little more confident about myself.

Anyways, I am wondering if I should bring it up again. The next to the last time I did he had said he already forgot about it and he only remembers when I bring it up. The last time he said he still wasn't sure if he wanted to go ahead and do it. Ugh ugh ugh. Why? Why?!? I honestly would be hard pressed to understand why he would want to other than to see what this woman is up to and perhaps for a bit of confidence boosting. But maybe that's just me.

On another note, even with all my neuroses, I think I'm a pretty damn good girlfriend. (I can and should do my own confidence boosting at times)

Side Note: Redo resume - send to Jeannie; re-do resume with retail - send to Glenda
Exciting!

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