Where do you see yourself in five years?

I don't know. Five years this Saturday. Usually hiding under a rock at this point so close to the date. No wonder I've been sleeping in like crazy. Bub going to be away most of the weekend. Rehearsals and work and such. Wanted to tell him but didn't. Don't want to seem like one that won't let go of the past. Lord knows he already sees me that way. Invited to partake in tomfoolery with the fam all weekend and almost passed it up to stay at home and "relax" but figured the worse thing in the world would be for me to be alone. Don't know what to do with myself lately. Feeling productive but not. Motivated but not. Many things to keep me busy. Only engaging in some. Trying to get back to writing.